Only Killers Call Killing Progress: Would you love to love her?

Fall on me, black helicopter....

Would you love to love her?

Published January 16, 2006 by Lexy | E-mail this post

She is like a cat in the dark, and then, she is the darkness
No updates for awhile. I'm sure you're all on the edge of your seat. Where's Lexy? What happened to Lexy?
No?
Well, alright then.
I'll take that too.

2006 is riddled with 2005's unfinished business.
I'm plagued with dreams. Not of the good variety.
Ghosts in my head. So many ghosts in my head.

When I came home with In a Coma, I played Prime Time Deliverance for Terri, knowing it was her favourite Matt Good Song.
As she walked down the hallway towards her room she said, "Is there anything overly special about this version? Because I REALLY like the original."
And that about sums it up.
Does that not make sense?

Let me get back to the gypsy that I was.

I don't want to be here. Here being life. Life being now. Now being everything. I don't want to get out of bed.
I went to the doctor today. I wanted to spill my guts. To scream that this is too much for me and I can't take it anymore. Help me up, help me out. I'm afraid. I'm hurting. And I'm afraid of hurting.

And the more I try to hide from these things, the more people say, "HEY! DEAL WITH IT!" And I just don't think that I can.
Not only do I not know what I'm going to do.. I don't care.
I don't care at all.

It's dangerous... when you get so apathetic you don't even want to breathe.

It's not that I don't want to
It's that I don't care if I do or not.

Lucky for me, the brain handles that.

2 Responses to “Would you love to love her?”

Anonymous on 10:02 PM

i have to agree about the original version. i love the IAC version, but there's just something about the original. and brains can be annoying sometimes.
Anonymous on 12:49 PM

that isn't suprising at all. How could you not fall to pieces during the IAC version? It is soooo much better. That's Ter for ya.

I miss you darlin!

Come on over and see the kitties, at least see the kitties. They are soooo big now.

House is nice, things are good. NO NAUGHTY BEHAVIOUR IN A WHILE NOW. Just so you know. I am all past all that shit. I am quitting smoking too. SO is jer.

CALL ME or SOMETHING!