FUCKERS

now that that's out of the way.
roll over, sweet thing...

Yah.
Like I knew they would they suspended me. I'm not terribly impressed by this.
I don't feel like going over it again.. but basically I was late on Saturday, which.. really, no harm done. It was slow as hell.
I expected a suspension for that.
It was when she told me that I'm getting two days for coming in at TOPS two minutes after five yesterday. I wanted to fucking hit her. I was livid.
Still am. It's going to be hard to work after that.
And of course, she mentions that I would probably love to get an immediate suspension because my holidays start when my shift finishes tomorrow. I'm not sure if I was supposed to laugh at that or not. I just stared at her, like, "Wtf is your point?"
I remained calm in the meeting, I think. Paul had to sit in. But I know she knew I was pissed when I signed the second suspension. My writing style changed dramatically.
For Christs sake.
I told her, "For the last three years I have watched people be consistantly late, two three hours late, cry a bit.. 'I'm having a personal crisis' and then it's all fine. So I want to make damned sure that I am not the only example made here."
They assured me that they have a list.
They are cracking down.
Of course as soon as I left I started bawling. Just out of complete and utter anger.
Seriously. anne looked so fucking smug about the whole thing I wanted to cuff her upside the head, and then just keep on cuffing.
But I guess what this basically means is one more small holiday, so fuck 'em. Three days off. Boohoo.
Not that I can afford to work a two day work week, but they can suck it if they're gunna see me get down. I'm just going to make shit miserable for them from the get go tonight and ever after until I get it, when we can put it behind us and move on. But until then, I'll be damned if I'm doing any fucking favours. and they can SUCK IT. SUCK IT SUCK IT SUCK IT.
White spot sucks dick sometimes.
god damn it is early.

*sigh*