Only Killers Call Killing Progress: But I already had two

Fall on me, black helicopter....

But I already had two

Published June 27, 2005 by Lexy | E-mail this post

cups of coffee...
I also had me a shower.
I also had me a vision. Okay, so now, that just seemed to fit in there well.
I'm honestly considering taking Sheba to Fairview just for something to do. With no cigarettes, I just want to stab myself in the face.
"Oh but now's the perfect time to quit..."
Hey... Screw you. Anyone that can say that has no real idea what its like. I'm ready to panhandle.
I told you all. August first I'll quit. I'm on... trial right now. Its the cut down and convince yourself that they're gross period.
God. I'll bet I gain 300 lbs when I do quit. This boredom is killing me.
And now that its been a few hours, I'm craving.. but at first its more about the fact that I can't have one, than it being about the fact that I want one. If I had them I probably wouldn't even be thinking this much about it.
Yah yah, Bad habit.
I'm fucking working on it.
ROWR. Touchy subject today. ;) Pre emptive rant.

1 Responses to “But I already had two”

Anonymous on 5:16 PM

hehehe

I enjoy this blog

Most of my younger friends smoke. I've never done it, but Its obviously a serious addiction all tied into behaviour and all that.

I hope I spelled that right.

Trying to get your life together is a critcal process, which just might take you your whole life.

I love how your writing style reminds me of MG himself, undeniably.

As for me, Getting a Blog is in the cards. Its a cheep deck sure, but the cards are there and its only a matter of time before they turn up.